Baxter Holt
Business Owner
Perth, Western Australia, Australia
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Someone asked me today about moments where I’ve shown resilience or faced hardships. Here’s what I shared:
I’m entering my seventh year of professional cricket, living out the dream of my childhood self. It’s been an incredible journey, taking me around the world and allowing me to play in front of thousands, hopefully inspiring the next generation to pursue their dreams. However, there are extreme lows in professional sports, just like in any career.
Over six years, I’ve been fit and available for 95 professional games at the state level, plus 28 in the BBL, totalling 123 games. Yet, I’ve only had the honour of playing 27 times—12 first-class games, 6 one-day games for Cricket NSW, and 9 for the Sydney Thunder. That means 96 times I’ve been told I’m not selected. My mind often spirals into thoughts like: I’m not good enough, I don’t belong, I’m an imposter, and I’ve let everyone down.
Many of you may have faced similar feelings, whether related to work, family, or school. So why do I keep returning each day despite a 79% rejection rate and the risk of letting others down?
To me, it’s simple: this is what I’m good at. It brings light into the world and provides a platform to share my journey, hopefully helping others. Those 27 games have been a privilege—whether playing in front of 45,000 at the SCG or representing my state. These are memories I cherish, and I know this is the best way to provide for my future family.
As I begin my seventh season in a state across the country and away from my loved ones, I’m excited for the opportunities WA Cricket has offered me. I’m grateful to continue this journey, hoping it extends far into the future.
I share this because, while my job may seem glamorous, it comes with its challenges and dark times. We are all human, capable of performing skills in sports or any field. It’s vital to share both hardships and successes, creating a safe space where everyone feels they belong and can be heard.
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